life goes on...

did i know i had lost someone special...someone i care deeply

its fine...i can handle this...

perhaps i had this same nightmare before..

now its the end for all de suffering...

the beginning of new me..

no time for distractions...

i will really find someone...

someone better than u...

~ the show ~

love is only a part of show

that make everyone a fool

just like me

i m a fool out of love

im just a little girl lost in the moment

im so scared but i dont show it..

i dont know where to go...

so its time to let [love] go

everything had reach an end..

the end of the show !

u make me like a fool...

at last i realised that...
no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they'll never
love you back...

so just let it go...

the end...

u said that u will always be with me...
forever n ever....
telling me that i am your everything...
holding my hands n never let me go till the end...
n never leave me alone...
In my wildest dreams , you always play the hero....
In my darkest hour of night , you rescue me ..
you will save my life...
but...
i had learnt that everything means nothing...
learnt not to trust anyone but only myself...
but why ?
many questions are piling up in my mind..
why do i love you so deep but u do not love me so in return...
why do i always crying so hard for you when u are not hurting me ?
perhaps when u are doing nothing , thats when u are hurting me most...
why do i always think of u..
but u had never thought of me ?
why do i always wait for u..
but u had never waited for me ?
now i had truly understand..
with the little things u did...
i had been crying n smiling silently down in my heart..
nobody know how much it hurts...
hoping GOD will know...

now i had realise..
IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME , LET ME KNOW...
IF U ARE NOT LOVING ME ANYMORE , PLEASE LET ME GO...
as...
the happiness of love lasts for a moment...
but..
the Pain of love lasts for a lifetime...
now i wont let u be my everything...
because when you are gone...
i will have nothing...
knowing that...
The ones that i love the most are usually the ones that hurt me the most...