the end...

u said that u will always be with me...
forever n ever....
telling me that i am your everything...
holding my hands n never let me go till the end...
n never leave me alone...
In my wildest dreams , you always play the hero....
In my darkest hour of night , you rescue me ..
you will save my life...
but...
i had learnt that everything means nothing...
learnt not to trust anyone but only myself...
but why ?
many questions are piling up in my mind..
why do i love you so deep but u do not love me so in return...
why do i always crying so hard for you when u are not hurting me ?
perhaps when u are doing nothing , thats when u are hurting me most...
why do i always think of u..
but u had never thought of me ?
why do i always wait for u..
but u had never waited for me ?
now i had truly understand..
with the little things u did...
i had been crying n smiling silently down in my heart..
nobody know how much it hurts...
hoping GOD will know...

now i had realise..
IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME , LET ME KNOW...
IF U ARE NOT LOVING ME ANYMORE , PLEASE LET ME GO...
as...
the happiness of love lasts for a moment...
but..
the Pain of love lasts for a lifetime...
now i wont let u be my everything...
because when you are gone...
i will have nothing...
knowing that...
The ones that i love the most are usually the ones that hurt me the most...